This blend started as something deeply personal. I formulated it for myself — for sleep, for nervous system unwinding, for those liminal moments where the mind needs to soften without being forced. Amanita muscaria is the anchor here, used intentionally at microdose levels, and it’s supported by a constellation of plants I trust and have worked with for years: damiana for gentle relaxation and mood, lemon balm and passionflower to quiet the nervous system, blue and pink lotus to open the dream space, hops to deepen rest, and mugwort to lend its ancient, visionary edge. It was never meant to be a “product” — just a quiet ritual I returned to again and again.

Over time, friends began asking for it. Then it spread. What surprised me wasn’t just how well it worked for others, but how consistently people described the same thing: deeper sleep, softer thoughts, more vivid dreams, and a feeling of being held rather than sedated. That’s when I knew it belonged here. This tea/smoke blend is meant to be approached with respect — brewed slowly, smoked lightly, and used as a tool for restoration, not escape. It’s one of the most honest offerings I’ve ever put out, and it carries the same intention I had when I first made it just for myself.

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